Don’t cry when the sun is gone, because the tears won’t let you see the star

— Violeta Parra

I don’t know why, but my life stopped all of a sudden. When I looked to the shadows of memory, Lilith emerged and I knew that one day I’m going to be enough for you, but the last time I saw myself, it was through you. I suddenly remembered that you’re only going to cry for me, but I’m going to die for you. Our relationship has once been a kind of love in a lifetime, but you’re everything I left from who I was before. Then you became a storm and I became a chaser for the weather because I want to see you. I have been staring into your eyes for so long. I looked at you in my eyes with disgust.

He stood at our usual spot while the rain sputtered the words that were real and hurt me a great deal. He’s crying while saying “Lilith you don’t look at me the way you used to be but whatever happens, i’ll never forget you I promise. Why it was so easy for you to leave me behind? I held your soft hand and there was nothing else. I stopped loving you because you stopped loving me with your eyes. I accept your apology, but you’re not worthy of my pardon. I’m not going to let anyone crack me again like you did.

I was standing there looking at her. Lilith’s thoughts exploded at me unexpectedly, unlike her words stabbed me painfully. Her eyes were unruly, she quickly left me with no thoughts in mind. I don’t even know what to do. Without you, I feel alone in the night.